I've all but given up on blogging. It's been about a month since I last wrote anything here. Days, even a week, since I last came by here and checked out what everyone on the reading list was up to. (I subscribe to blogs either by facebook or email, so I'm actually reading most anyway.)
I'm past the jitters and twitching part of the withdrawal. Now I'm into the depression and "what's the point of going on?" part of the addiction phase. No, not to blogging; to something real, something serious. Something that I haven't done since early January and it rips my heart out every day that I can't do it.
Photography. My camera has been in the shop getting love and attention since January 3. I don't know how much longer it will take. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. I've got a week or 3 left to go, and I still feel like I'm holding my breath.
It's taken the heart and life out of me. Blogging? Not really interested. Looking at photos? Kills me. Editing photos I've already taken? Uh uh; no way.
I've got a serious case of the no-photography sads. But I'm still here. Still hanging on. Still waiting....
Oh..I can so relate to this. Taking my camera away would be like ripping my heart out. Last time mine went in for repair - they were kind enough to give me a 'loaner'. I wouldn't have survived without. Hang in there...:-)
ReplyDeleteAwwww, I hope you get it back soon!!!
ReplyDeleteUgh. I'm sad for you... That's such an unacceptably long time to have your camera gone. :(
ReplyDeleteOh, that's gotta feel like an amputation of sorts. I'm sorry it's taking forever and a day to get it back.
ReplyDeleteSending you an encouraging kick to jump start that camera back on it's way to you.
ReplyDelete((hugs))
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