Limbo and Weddings and Photography, Oh My!

Hi there. It's me!

I don't know if I'm back. Yet. Just had to drop in and update.

But first I have to apologize. I've become a bit of a recluse lately. And a lurker. I'm visiting around at other blogs, just not making my presence known much. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I'm also having some hesitation with the whole blog thing. My blog, not anyone else's. I have to confess I'm not that much into it anymore. It's just not doing anything for me... not thrilling my soul (no, really, I have one!) like it used to. I don't need it the same way... it doesn't seem to fill a present need. (It's kind of sad, actually.)

That's not to say the community I've found isn't important. Each person I've met through this medium is important to me somehow. But I've changed too. I'm much more reclusive... less likely to reach out now... and that's not really like me. I'm here, and yet, not.

So I'm just sitting back to see what happens next. I'm kind of in limbo, but mostly feeling like I've outgrown Wacky. I'm just not sure where to go or what to do next.

But...

Here's something I have done. And a part of what is weighing on my mind and affecting my life right now. Some samples of a pre-wedding shoot I did. (You can click on one to see the rest on Flickr.)

I just have to say here that this was one of the best times I had photographing anyone. They were so easy to work with! And they are so in love... even melted my rock-hard ice-cold heart.

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I'm thinking of starting a website... but deciding on these things takes time and money and courage... 2 of which I don't have. (If your guess is that I've got time, well, that would be quite right.)

I've got more bookings. I'm excited. No... really, I am.

Just not sure how to move into the future. You know?

Any advice?